20th March

Went to the school hall after recess. Supposed to do my oral but Puan Aisyah be like : screw it i know you guys wanna go to the hall.

She understands us so much hahaha. So I literally, legally ponteng-ed class and marched my way to the hall.

Once I stepped in, I saw this blond girl standing at a corner. I instantly got to know that she was mei ping. Not because of the dyed hair, but her bag. She clutched the same one during school and sports day. I happily approached her and shouted her name right on her face. Her eyes were really "sepet" because she was specks-less. I kinda wanted to pinch those tiny weeny eyes. Lol. (No i'm not attracted to girls)
then... we started chatting.

I started with her T-shirt. She was wearing this red SMKDJ shirt that was similar to Haohao's - proves how much she hates studying at subest. Then she told me things like how she couldn't make real friends last two years because she couldn't understand people speaking in malay. And how different subest's system is comparing to DJ. That was the reason she never really attended school. She was mostly lonely in class i think. Yet I was one of the few friends she had because... I'm the rare chinese who speaks more English than Mandarin? (Told you, I'm not that typical chinese. I don't really think like one, nor act like one. I can even be racist to my own race in school. Some of their lot even have the idea of me betraying my own roots by mingling with other races. But hell no, I'm proud to be chinese. And I even registered the subject for SPM. Note: Im no banana I'm no banana I'm no banana so shut)

Anyways so after that long chat about  her new job, DJ, school, racism, sarcasm, being chinese or not so chinese etc., they finally announced the results! Mp was not called on stage so she had to take her slip from her class teacher. Then there was this SPBT problem going on which banned her from taking her slip which led us to go to the bilik spbt. While standing outside the room, I saw alferd passing by from afar. He looked as badass as usual. Talking loud on the phone with that  I-DID-IT-BIT*CHES look. i wanted to go over and say hi but I saw another prettay woman standing beside him. It was his mom. She was smiling too. I couldn't help it but feel a bit emotional at that time. Well because of his side of story about dealing with his father's death, his mum, and his mum's boyfriend(s). And how he used to rebel a lot and scream about everything at his mum. But that day, they were actually walking side by side, being joyful at the same time. Slowly, he disappeared from my sight, same goes to mei ping after seeing her walk out from school with her slip. That moment, I knew that, I'd rarely get to see these two crazy, badass, infamous, bisexual seniors again.

He was the one who started with all the "pepper" issue in ELS. He's so funny in every single way. Like, though he makes all these stupid jokes and I try not to giggle but i still giggle because once I look at his face I can't stand but to giggle.At the end, instead of giving the idc care i end up laughing real hard. Especially that time when he imitated a guy who tried to catwalk in the library. (Oh god, i think im gonna start laughing now.) And he takes care of his friends. Though he doesn't show it but obviously we know he's concerned about us. He have this sort of president nature too. He knows exactly how to be friendly with his juniors and make the juniors talk to him.(which i can't really do ;<)

 I remember when we had the jamuan last year.. He knew I was going back really late so he teman-ed me and chat. We actually discussed about him being philosophical and our own stuffs. We sat under that tree in the evening until about 6 pm. Every time I go to the same spot, I'd remember him listening to me about my parents and his story about how much he will miss school after the leaving.

Being with Alferd and MP, i've never felt alone, even when I only sit beside them and see them talking, I feel like I actually have friends and I mean friends that I really like being with no matter when or where. Though I really got to know mp since last year, but i cant deny the fact that i prefer being with her rather than people in school who i knew for years. We did a few stuffs together last year. For ex, I wanted to do this short film for Mag Inc, though I knew it wouldn't work out, she stayed with me and tried to capture some scenes with her baby Canon camera . It didn't work out in the end, due to who else but Ariza. But at least we tried. And sports day! It will be so dull to not have her to run with me. I would have been alone in the bus and the stadium then. We were actually squeezing our socks at the stadium after running in the rain hahahha. We stink like anything but we didn't care. After that we even march for that stupid Taekwondo thing lol, only about 8 people turned up and we were embarrassed as hell. Above all, doing it with her was fun, really.

I would love to thank God so much for creating these two creatures. I love you guys a lot a lot a lot. Never regret knowing both of you and I'll always keep those funny moments in mind. Good luck in your future, Alf and Mei ping. Though after this, you guys will be busier for sure, I will still have have my bulb of hope lighted on to meet you guys. I would be happy to see you guys in maybe 10 years....20 years or more than that. When Alf becomes a lawyer, and mp becomes a businesswoman/ tv people, I'll be telling the whole world they're the badass-est people I ever knew.

I'll siriusly miss these two.


PS/ maybe I'll start blogging again.